Jesus

I wanted to create this page because God has become the most important reality in my life. Sometimes I think back to this time five years ago and can't help but feel, well, completely loved, and completely changed. I don't know exactly how to describe what, how, or when God became a complete reality for me. I do remember the day I first met with Him..... I was nine, the weeks leading up to this life transforming night I had been consumed with death, and what the after life brings. I had also recently, begun to form opinions, and realize that just because my parents said something didn't necessarily mean it was truth. I know I was young, but then I just began searching, one night I was alone in my bedroom and just had this overwhelming sense the Jesus, God all of that was truth. It was a realization that I can't describe very well in words. SO I prayed. I sat on my bed and talked to God, asked Him to show up and be in my life. It was like something awaked inside me.
Since then I have not been the best Christian, honestly for a while I didn't really understand what that meant the "perfect Christian" mentality. So my life journey began.  I hope to write more on this, bare with me if you are reading this, as I am processing this while I write. Talk to you soon.